Have you ever stood in front of one of those stereogram illusions where your eyes had to look differently at it to see the picture? The kingdom of heaven is like that. At first all you see is a bunch of squiggly lines. Lots of colors. But nothing makes sense. This is not art. You don’t see anything of value. But once your eyes learn how to look differently, an entire picture is revealed to you.
Suddenly things are different. You stand next to others who are looking at the same thing you are, and like you, when you first stood there, all they see are squiggly lines. Lots of colors. But nothing makes sense. You could try to explain to them that there is something beautifully amazing in front of them. You could explain in great detail what you see. You can coach them. Explain how to refocus their eyes. Maybe just look at one part of the picture, and ignore the rest for now. But they look at you like you’ve lost your mind. There is really nothing you can do to get them to see the picture any differently. It’s not until their eyes learn to see differently do they understand. They won’t get it though, unless they try and keep trying.
I wish everyone could see the Kingdom of Heaven like I do. It doesn’t look like much if you don’t know what you’re looking at. It often looks like a lot of squiggly lines with lots of color. But nothing of value or importance.
But once the picture has been revealed to you, there’s no going back. You can’t unsee what you’ve already seen. And people call you crazy and that you’ve lost your mind.
But it’s ok. I’ve seen the truth. I know what’s there.
“Though seeing, they do not see; though hearing, they do not hear or understand. In them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah: “‘You will be ever hearing but never understanding; you will be ever seeing but never perceiving. For this people’s heart has become callused; they hardly hear with their ears, and they have closed their eyes. Otherwise they might see with their eyes, hear with their ears, understand with their hearts and turn, and I would heal them.’ – Matthew 13:13-15
Please continue to allow great things to happen in our relationship with our son. Please help him break free from what is holding him back. Please continue to give him strength and understanding. Help him to make wise choices. Allow him to find good people who can speak truth into his life.
Is he well? Is he safe? Does he hear you? Is he looking for you?
Lord please rid him off all distractions, and help him focus on what needs to be done today. Don’t let him be overcome by life’s decisions and therefore become paralyzed. Continue to lead him, even if he’s a terrible follower.
Love our son. Fill him with hope. Help him discover his talents and treasures. Help him grow into the man you designed him to be. And if there is any way possible, please allow us to become apart of the process.
It’s so easy to keep busy and pretend that everything is normal. We don’t want everything to be normal. We want our child to know how much he is missed. Please allow the opportunity to mend this our start to heal this relationship before to much time had passed.