Sometimes the grace of God overwhelms me.
I was almost done with my first job of the day. I reached in my purse to pull out my work phone.
The verification form that documents where I was and what I was doing needed to be signed.
However, before I opened it. I noticed my husband had tried to call me. That’s weird, since he only calls my personal phone.
Not too concerned, I got the signatures I needed then proceeded to the nearest bathroom.
Once there I pulled out my personal phone that was completely blown up with alerts. I had notifications from social media, email, private message, and two missed calls.
I looked at the missed calls first. Both were from my husband, but he didn’t leave a message. I’m thinking maybe something happened with one of our kids and was checking to see if I was available to pick him up.
Earlier this morning, as I was filling up the dogs’ bowls, one of our kiddos informed me he had taken two of the little pink pills for his allergies.
“Good luck dude. Those are Benadryl. They’re going to knock you on your butt.”
I was sure the school had called my husband asking if someone could pick him up to sleep it off.
After responding to each notification their icons, one by one, disappeared.
But wait a minute. There’s a text message I hadn’t seen. It was from my husband. Oh, he did leave a message. But it wasn’t to ask if I could pick up a kid.
No, he had been in an accident. He was ok, but wanted me to know.
I immediately left the office to call him.
No answer. No answer. No answer.
What is going on?
I call my scheduler at work. No answer. No answer.
I call my supervisor. No answer.
Oh my gosh! Some people need to answer their phones!
I finally get ahold of someone. She clears my day, so I can attend to my husband, who finally has called me back.
He’s ok. His big beautiful truck is not. The other driver lost her car too, but was otherwise fine, aside from being shook up and a wrist burn from her airbag deployment.
Everythings ok, all things considering.
We have insurance. We have Gap. It’s Friday, and he’s off tomorrow.
“Are you ok?” he asks me.
I am. I am. But I’m not.
Fear has crept in.
What’s going to happen? What does all this mean? What do we need to do?
All these thoughts fill my head as I try to calmly, but urgently drive to my husband.
The traffic thickens. Slows. Eventually comes to a stop. And now I sit on the freeway.
Inch by inch. Foot by foot. Then slowly but surely we all start to move again.
What was that?
I glanced over across the median, at the traffic going to opposite direction.
Cars are facing backwards, sideways and metal everywhere.
Suddenly this HUGE wave of love rushes over me.
Why, God? Why do you love me so much? Why is it, every “disaster” I face, I feel your protection?
My eyes swell up with tears.
It’s his grace.
His undeserving grace.
I joke that I’m his favorite. I JOKE. I know he has no favorites. But seriously? I’m not this lucky.
I am overwhelmed by love.